Coming home is most definately one of the new songs on the new Sweet Talk cd, but it has so much meaning right now because baby bear came home today.
Wow, I had only been this miserable at the loss of someone once before, and the funny thing that it was also to Boston. However, he came home, and I took the three hour drive with him to Woodstock to drop off his cousin.
He's got me tangled up inside, with my emotions sitting open, and my heart left with no where to hide.
Oh, and Math for Lib. Arts? biggest joke of my life... I can't believe I'm dedicating 2 hours of my life every day for the next 5 weeks to this comedic sketch they call a math class.
Anyway, great day today :]
<3lace
mardi 27 mai 2008
For the Record
Wow, never have I been more excited for the things to come.
As far as school goes, whatever, I'll take my summer math class, get it out of the way and enjoy summer until the fall again.
Because we, as a band, have decided on some pretty huge changes and itinerary as far as the future of our band is concerned
the new songs are coming out amazing, completely surpassing our EP.
Honestly, it's so hard to listen to those songs... I mean, they're great songs, but two years old, you kind of want to show that you've matured as a musician...
well I've finished writing one of the four new songs that we'll be heading into the studio with... and when the song comes out, you'll see the specific way I had to write my lyrics and vocal parts (hint hint, partS, as in multiple) but hearing it in my head sounds great, so when it's in the recording, it should sound even more amazing.
I'm really anxious and excited to see what the rest of the world thinks of the new Sweet Talk, cause I know I'm very proud of the way they're coming out.
We're about half way done writing the music for the full length... all the songs need are melodies and what nots, but don't worry, I'm taking care of it.
Things look promising, and I couldn't be more excited.. I've even got a name for the new record, which OF COURSE I'm not telling anyway :P
and just so the world knows, I love Katie Cameron <3.
End of story.
Wow, I'm so happy!
Goodnight.
<3lace
As far as school goes, whatever, I'll take my summer math class, get it out of the way and enjoy summer until the fall again.
Because we, as a band, have decided on some pretty huge changes and itinerary as far as the future of our band is concerned
the new songs are coming out amazing, completely surpassing our EP.
Honestly, it's so hard to listen to those songs... I mean, they're great songs, but two years old, you kind of want to show that you've matured as a musician...
well I've finished writing one of the four new songs that we'll be heading into the studio with... and when the song comes out, you'll see the specific way I had to write my lyrics and vocal parts (hint hint, partS, as in multiple) but hearing it in my head sounds great, so when it's in the recording, it should sound even more amazing.
I'm really anxious and excited to see what the rest of the world thinks of the new Sweet Talk, cause I know I'm very proud of the way they're coming out.
We're about half way done writing the music for the full length... all the songs need are melodies and what nots, but don't worry, I'm taking care of it.
Things look promising, and I couldn't be more excited.. I've even got a name for the new record, which OF COURSE I'm not telling anyway :P
and just so the world knows, I love Katie Cameron <3.
End of story.
Wow, I'm so happy!
Goodnight.
<3lace
samedi 24 mai 2008
Happy Birthday? What's that?
While most children spend their days leading up to their birthday in sheer excitement for their numerous gifts and hugs and kisses from their family and friends, I just sort of coasted... trying to not admit that I was turned 19.
To me, my birthday was just another year I've been alive that represents lack of accomplishment and without a certain someone here to help me make it through my day, it was even harder.
Don't get me wrong, I have some great friends that spent the day with me, that I'm ridiculously fortunate to have...
But I think today would have been better, if it wasn't my birthday.
Yeah, I made it another year.
So what....
(baby, come home...)
To me, my birthday was just another year I've been alive that represents lack of accomplishment and without a certain someone here to help me make it through my day, it was even harder.
Don't get me wrong, I have some great friends that spent the day with me, that I'm ridiculously fortunate to have...
But I think today would have been better, if it wasn't my birthday.
Yeah, I made it another year.
So what....
(baby, come home...)
lundi 19 mai 2008
Oh and as for an update
I got a B in math and As in everything else.
so my gpa this semester was a 3.75
which makes my overall gpa a 3.79
And all this makes me even more confused as to what my future holds.
so my gpa this semester was a 3.75
which makes my overall gpa a 3.79
And all this makes me even more confused as to what my future holds.
Keeping time
Alright, so I'm really trying my best to keep up with this thing
and as today was a miserable day, I'll allow myself some venting.
So starting Saturday, I was like "hmm, my throat hurts a tad", however, nothing huge until Sunday morning, I get to work and want to kill myself. My throat was sore and my body was exhausted and I thought to myself, " Holy jeeze, I feel like I have mono again".
Today, I wake up with my throat half shut, and late for the studio. I pray this is strep by the way, as we have band stuff to get done, and antibiotics would be awesome right now.
Anyway, I pick up Dan and head to the studio, where no ones there. Frustrated and completely exhausted, I call Ryan, the producer, a bunch of times to see where he is, as I have work at 3.
Pretty much he forgot. It was already 12:53 and I had to LEAVE at 2 to be able to drop off Dan and still make work in time. WHICH, by the way, boss refused to let me off. I felt like death and she said "oh just wear gloves".
Anyway, so Dan gets mad at me because I'm a push over and I don't have the energy or audacity to tell him off for dicking around with our CD. We finished vocals January 29th and have yet to get a final version of our CD.
So Dan takes things into his own hands by calling some people and eventually getting us mixing time with Kevin Kumetz for 100 dollars and mastering for 95.
He's amazing. He pretty much bailed us out of hell in a matter of 20 minutes, and then proceeded to take care of the ill girlfriend back at his dad's house. Oy vey.
Don't know what I'd do without him... I've tried really hard to get shit off my back and chest and by myself, nothings worked...
I think he was the missing link to my recovery.
The rest of my body may be sick, but my heart seems to be doing just fine.
And as I've been listening to Say Anything lately,
that boy's got whoa...
and as today was a miserable day, I'll allow myself some venting.
So starting Saturday, I was like "hmm, my throat hurts a tad", however, nothing huge until Sunday morning, I get to work and want to kill myself. My throat was sore and my body was exhausted and I thought to myself, " Holy jeeze, I feel like I have mono again".
Today, I wake up with my throat half shut, and late for the studio. I pray this is strep by the way, as we have band stuff to get done, and antibiotics would be awesome right now.
Anyway, I pick up Dan and head to the studio, where no ones there. Frustrated and completely exhausted, I call Ryan, the producer, a bunch of times to see where he is, as I have work at 3.
Pretty much he forgot. It was already 12:53 and I had to LEAVE at 2 to be able to drop off Dan and still make work in time. WHICH, by the way, boss refused to let me off. I felt like death and she said "oh just wear gloves".
Anyway, so Dan gets mad at me because I'm a push over and I don't have the energy or audacity to tell him off for dicking around with our CD. We finished vocals January 29th and have yet to get a final version of our CD.
So Dan takes things into his own hands by calling some people and eventually getting us mixing time with Kevin Kumetz for 100 dollars and mastering for 95.
He's amazing. He pretty much bailed us out of hell in a matter of 20 minutes, and then proceeded to take care of the ill girlfriend back at his dad's house. Oy vey.
Don't know what I'd do without him... I've tried really hard to get shit off my back and chest and by myself, nothings worked...
I think he was the missing link to my recovery.
The rest of my body may be sick, but my heart seems to be doing just fine.
And as I've been listening to Say Anything lately,
that boy's got whoa...
lundi 12 mai 2008
First leg of the race, and I'm already winded...
It's already so late, and I'm ready to go to bed. However, this study math final has kept me up studying. I swear, all my stress could kill a cow, and what makes matters worse, is that I don't even know what I'm reaching for.
I've got a 3.8 gpa, and a C in this math class would bring me down to a 3.5 gpa, and frankly, I'd cry over it.
Yet, I'm reaching for the highest gpa possible, with aims to transfer to the best school possible, but I don't even know what I want to do anymore. I'm always racking my brain trying to figure out if I want to screw everything in my life and go across the country to a far away school and just start over or if I should hold on to everything I have here, friends, Sweet Talk, and others, and make the best of the dirty situations that I would love to run away from.
I honestly don't know what to do, who to rely on, or what to believe anymore...
and truth be told, just knowing that I don't know anything about my own life makes me want to run away for good.
First year of college is over.
Time for round two.
<3 lace
I've got a 3.8 gpa, and a C in this math class would bring me down to a 3.5 gpa, and frankly, I'd cry over it.
Yet, I'm reaching for the highest gpa possible, with aims to transfer to the best school possible, but I don't even know what I want to do anymore. I'm always racking my brain trying to figure out if I want to screw everything in my life and go across the country to a far away school and just start over or if I should hold on to everything I have here, friends, Sweet Talk, and others, and make the best of the dirty situations that I would love to run away from.
I honestly don't know what to do, who to rely on, or what to believe anymore...
and truth be told, just knowing that I don't know anything about my own life makes me want to run away for good.
First year of college is over.
Time for round two.
<3 lace
jeudi 1 mai 2008
Don't flatter yourself, sweetheart.
So let's get one thing clear.
If you never understand another word out of my mouth.
Nothing about you or your personality excites me and in fact, it's your personality that bores me.
You've become someone I never want to get to know again, and frankly, I'm a little ashamed that I gave you so much of my mind and body.
So don't flatter yourself by assuming that I still have even an ounce of interest, and don't jump to conclusions about where my heart stands, because you've clearly misunderstood if you think it stands anywhere close to you.
I never wanted to be with you again... I just wanted to forget the past and 100% move on.
I have everything I could ever ask for,
and nothing can keep me from a consistent smile.
But lie to yourself as you must, to aid in sleeping at night.
It's not as if the all people who matter don't already know the truth.
(and for the record, I never wrote any songs about you.)
If you never understand another word out of my mouth.
Nothing about you or your personality excites me and in fact, it's your personality that bores me.
You've become someone I never want to get to know again, and frankly, I'm a little ashamed that I gave you so much of my mind and body.
So don't flatter yourself by assuming that I still have even an ounce of interest, and don't jump to conclusions about where my heart stands, because you've clearly misunderstood if you think it stands anywhere close to you.
I never wanted to be with you again... I just wanted to forget the past and 100% move on.
I have everything I could ever ask for,
and nothing can keep me from a consistent smile.
But lie to yourself as you must, to aid in sleeping at night.
It's not as if the all people who matter don't already know the truth.
(and for the record, I never wrote any songs about you.)
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