thank God

i was wrong.
it's never felt so good.
haha today, washing dishes with matthew, I told him, true freedom is freedom from what you want.

your wants enslave you, make you do anything to get it, you feel like you can't say no

true freedom is saying no to what you want, and now i know what freedom feels like

honest to God, rain has never felt so clean.

thanks for making it clear where I need to be.
I've never fallen asleep so happy before.